[Chords]
C/G x22100
Fmaj7 x02120
AmMaj7 x02110
Dm 244222
Fsus4 x02230
[Verse 1]
C/G
and i've been running out of patience
Fmaj7 AmMaj7
my poems aren't as clever anymore
C/G
people say they're all too honest
Fmaj7 AmMaj7
but honesty is all i can afford
C/G
and maybe loss is not a bad thing
Fmaj7 AmMaj7
'cause maybe i can write these songs again
C/G
or maybe now it's just a pastime
Fmaj7 Ama7
maybe i should treat it like a friend
AmMaj7
a friend i won't see again
Dm Fsus4 C/G
cause i don't wanna die
Dm Fsus4 C/G
but truly i don't wanna be alive
Dm Fsus4 C/G
i wish that i could vanish in my sheets
Dm Fsus4 C/G
and turn into the puddles on your street
Dm Fsus4 C/G
'cause i don't wanna die
Dm Fsus4 C/G
but truly i don't wanna be alive
Dm Fsus4 C/G
i wish that i could vanish in my sheets
Dm Fsus4 C/G
and turn into the ground beneath your feet
C/G
'cause i've been losing all my knowledge
Fmaj7 AmMaj7
sometimes i forget who i am
C/G
and i'm in the mirror
Fmaj7 AmMaj7
but i don't recognize that man
C/G
and my mom wanted a daughter
Fmaj7 AmMaj7
but she'd think it was absurd
C/G
'cause as much as i feel different
Fmaj7 Ama7
family won't accept those words
AmMaj7
they won't love me if i'm her
Dm Fsus4 C/G
but i just want to change
Dm Fsus4 C/G
and everybody tells me it's a phase
Dm Fsus4 C/G
i don't feel right as myself
Dm Fsus4 C/G
with my failing mental health
Dm Fsus4 C/G
and i just want to change
Dm Fsus4 C/G
but everybody tells me it's a phase
Dm Fsus4 C/G
i don't feel right as myself
Dm Fsus4 C/G
my body is a hell
C/G
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C/G
D#|-2-h4-p2-p0------------|
A#|------------0-h2-h4-p0-|
F#|-----------------------|
C#|-----------------------|
G#|-----------------------|
D#|-----------------------|
Fsus4
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A#|------------0-h2-h4-h5-p0-|
F#|--------------------------|
C#|--------------------------|
G#|--------------------------|
D#|--------------------------|
Fsus4
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A#|------------0-h2-h4-h5-p0-|
F#|--------------------------|
C#|--------------------------|
G#|--------------------------|
D#|--------------------------|
C/G
| x Dead note
| h Hammer-on
| p Pull-off
| r Release