Intro
C# G# F#
[Verse]
C#
I don't have money for hair extensions
C#
Or clear skin, kept in perfection
C#
Mama says I don't have a direction
C#
But maybe it's 'cause I got no connections
C#
I'm so tired of all the protection
C# F#
But then I realize that I hate rejection
C#
Fuck the fame and all the attention
C#
But I wanna be at the top of the selection
[Chorus]
F#
I'm scared of who I wanna be
C# G#
I'm pullin' at the bottoms of my sleeves
F#maj7
And everybody's watchin' me
C#
I feel their glare inside my feet
C# D#m
And I,
D#m C#
feel dead inside
C# C#sus4 C# C#sus4 C#
[Verse]
C#
My head is clocked with fears and doubts
C#
But I know that I'll figure it out
C#
Metaphoric hands on my mouth
G# F#
Sound's on mute, but I wanna shout
C#
Fuck the fame, and all the clout
F#
I need to know what I'm about
[Chorus]
C# F#
I'm scared of who I wanna be
C#
Drenched in alcohol, smells like pee
F#maj7
These crazy times are killing me
C#
Isolated broken dreams
C# D#m
And I,
D#m C#
oh I, feel dead inside
C# F# C# G# G#7
[Outro]
F#
Standing at my front door
C# G#
We’ve been down this road before
F#maj7
You’re beautiful in every way
C# G#
But your flaws are not OK
D#m
You’re the reason why I’m
D#m C#
Dead inside