Intro
G# D# C#
[Verse]
G#
I don't have money for hair extensions
G#
Or clear skin, kept in perfection
G#
Mama says I don't have a direction
G#
But maybe it's 'cause I got no connections
G#
I'm so tired of all the protection
G# C#
But then I realize that I hate rejection
G#
Fuck the fame and all the attention
G#
But I wanna be at the top of the selection
[Chorus]
C#
I'm scared of who I wanna be
G# D#
I'm pullin' at the bottoms of my sleeves
C#maj7
And everybody's watchin' me
G#
I feel their glare inside my feet
G# A#m
And I,
A#m G#
feel dead inside
G# G#sus4 G# G#sus4 G#
[Verse]
G#
My head is clocked with fears and doubts
G#
But I know that I'll figure it out
G#
Metaphoric hands on my mouth
D# C#
Sound's on mute, but I wanna shout
G#
Fuck the fame, and all the clout
C#
I need to know what I'm about
[Chorus]
G# C#
I'm scared of who I wanna be
G#
Drenched in alcohol, smells like pee
C#maj7
These crazy times are killing me
G#
Isolated broken dreams
G# A#m
And I,
A#m G#
oh I, feel dead inside
G# C# G# D# D#7
[Outro]
C#
Standing at my front door
G# D#
We’ve been down this road before
C#maj7
You’re beautiful in every way
G# D#
But your flaws are not OK
A#m
You’re the reason why I’m
A#m G#
Dead inside