Intro
B F# E
[Verse]
B
I don't have money for hair extensions
B
Or clear skin, kept in perfection
B
Mama says I don't have a direction
B
But maybe it's 'cause I got no connections
B
I'm so tired of all the protection
B E
But then I realize that I hate rejection
B
Fuck the fame and all the attention
B
But I wanna be at the top of the selection
[Chorus]
E
I'm scared of who I wanna be
B F#
I'm pullin' at the bottoms of my sleeves
Emaj7
And everybody's watchin' me
B
I feel their glare inside my feet
B C#m
And I,
C#m B
feel dead inside
B Bsus4 B Bsus4 B
[Verse]
B
My head is clocked with fears and doubts
B
But I know that I'll figure it out
B
Metaphoric hands on my mouth
F# E
Sound's on mute, but I wanna shout
B
Fuck the fame, and all the clout
E
I need to know what I'm about
[Chorus]
B E
I'm scared of who I wanna be
B
Drenched in alcohol, smells like pee
Emaj7
These crazy times are killing me
B
Isolated broken dreams
B C#m
And I,
C#m B
oh I, feel dead inside
B E B F# F#7
[Outro]
E
Standing at my front door
B F#
We’ve been down this road before
Emaj7
You’re beautiful in every way
B F#
But your flaws are not OK
C#m
You’re the reason why I’m
C#m B
Dead inside