[Cm A# C]
[Verse]
Cm A# G#
She said that we don’t have to hug
Cm A# G#
She said that I don’t have to love
Cm A# G#
And when she took my wrist and pushed me 'gainst the wall
Cm A# G#
The look on her face made me afraid of who she was
[Pre-chorus]
Cm A# G#
And it's all okay 'cause it's all in my head
Cm A# G#
And it's all my fault that my tears have stained the bed
[Chorus]
Cm
When I think of my mother
A# G#
I think of a guard holding me captive but not in her arms
Cm A#
When I think of her voice I think of a siren
G#
Constantly sounding after pulling the alarm
Cm A#
I'm anxious and broken because of her words
G#
I’ll never get back the time I spent putting her first
Cm A#
When I think of my mother I'm often in tears
G#
'Cause she is the reason for all of my fears
Cm A# G#
Mommy
Cm A# G#
Why don’t you want me
[Verse]
Cm A# G#
How does it feel to be alone
Cm A# G#
To call and to text once every year to ask me home
Cm A# G#
Do you ever hurt to cry or care I'm not around
Cm A# G#
Do you not regret the little contact we have now
[Pre-chorus]
Cm A# G#
And it's all okay 'cause it's all in my head
Cm A# G#
And it's all my fault that my tears have stained the bed
[Chorus]
Cm
When I think of my mother
A# G#
I think of a guard holding me captive but not in her arms
Cm A#
When I think of her voice I think of a siren
G#
Constantly sounding after pulling the alarm
Cm A#
I'm anxious and broken because of her words
G#
I’ll never get back the time I spent putting her first
Cm A#
When I think of my mother I'm often in tears
G#
'Cause she is the reason for all of my fears
Cm A# G#
Mommy
Cm A# G#
Why don’t you want me
Cm A# G#
Why don't you want me
Cm A# G#
Mommy
[Em]