[C#m B C]
[Verse]
C#m B A
She said that we don’t have to hug
C#m B A
She said that I don’t have to love
C#m B A
And when she took my wrist and pushed me 'gainst the wall
C#m B A
The look on her face made me afraid of who she was
[Pre-chorus]
C#m B A
And it's all okay 'cause it's all in my head
C#m B A
And it's all my fault that my tears have stained the bed
[Chorus]
C#m
When I think of my mother
B A
I think of a guard holding me captive but not in her arms
C#m B
When I think of her voice I think of a siren
A
Constantly sounding after pulling the alarm
C#m B
I'm anxious and broken because of her words
A
I’ll never get back the time I spent putting her first
C#m B
When I think of my mother I'm often in tears
A
'Cause she is the reason for all of my fears
C#m B A
Mommy
C#m B A
Why don’t you want me
[Verse]
C#m B A
How does it feel to be alone
C#m B A
To call and to text once every year to ask me home
C#m B A
Do you ever hurt to cry or care I'm not around
C#m B A
Do you not regret the little contact we have now
[Pre-chorus]
C#m B A
And it's all okay 'cause it's all in my head
C#m B A
And it's all my fault that my tears have stained the bed
[Chorus]
C#m
When I think of my mother
B A
I think of a guard holding me captive but not in her arms
C#m B
When I think of her voice I think of a siren
A
Constantly sounding after pulling the alarm
C#m B
I'm anxious and broken because of her words
A
I’ll never get back the time I spent putting her first
C#m B
When I think of my mother I'm often in tears
A
'Cause she is the reason for all of my fears
C#m B A
Mommy
C#m B A
Why don’t you want me
C#m B A
Why don't you want me
C#m B A
Mommy
[Em]