[Fm D# C]
[Verse]
Fm D# C#
She said that we don’t have to hug
Fm D# C#
She said that I don’t have to love
Fm D# C#
And when she took my wrist and pushed me 'gainst the wall
Fm D# C#
The look on her face made me afraid of who she was
[Pre-chorus]
Fm D# C#
And it's all okay 'cause it's all in my head
Fm D# C#
And it's all my fault that my tears have stained the bed
[Chorus]
Fm
When I think of my mother
D# C#
I think of a guard holding me captive but not in her arms
Fm D#
When I think of her voice I think of a siren
C#
Constantly sounding after pulling the alarm
Fm D#
I'm anxious and broken because of her words
C#
I’ll never get back the time I spent putting her first
Fm D#
When I think of my mother I'm often in tears
C#
'Cause she is the reason for all of my fears
Fm D# C#
Mommy
Fm D# C#
Why don’t you want me
[Verse]
Fm D# C#
How does it feel to be alone
Fm D# C#
To call and to text once every year to ask me home
Fm D# C#
Do you ever hurt to cry or care I'm not around
Fm D# C#
Do you not regret the little contact we have now
[Pre-chorus]
Fm D# C#
And it's all okay 'cause it's all in my head
Fm D# C#
And it's all my fault that my tears have stained the bed
[Chorus]
Fm
When I think of my mother
D# C#
I think of a guard holding me captive but not in her arms
Fm D#
When I think of her voice I think of a siren
C#
Constantly sounding after pulling the alarm
Fm D#
I'm anxious and broken because of her words
C#
I’ll never get back the time I spent putting her first
Fm D#
When I think of my mother I'm often in tears
C#
'Cause she is the reason for all of my fears
Fm D# C#
Mommy
Fm D# C#
Why don’t you want me
Fm D# C#
Why don't you want me
Fm D# C#
Mommy
[Em]