Intro
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[Verse 1]
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I buried a poem under each of the places we used to go
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In hope that you'd find one and read it so you know
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How I feel (How I feel)
[Verse 2]
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I had a dream and this is what it was
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You walked away with Mark and my phone started to buzz
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Yeah, better luck next time
[Chorus]
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Oh, I never hated you
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I don’t even hate them
I just hate myself
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Oh, I never hated you
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I don't even hate them
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I just hate myself
[Verse 3]
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How unfair that he gets to run his dirty fingers through your hair
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And when we fought he was always standing there
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In the back of my brain, of my brain
[Verse 4]
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F smile so cruel and the smell of his cologne
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Could put me in a trance where his blood was on my hands
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But that's what mad people do
[Pre-Chorus]
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But who’s to say that you still think of me
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I'm just weak and miserable and only five foot three
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How do I compare?
[Chorus]
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Oh, I never hated you
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I don’t even hate them
I just hate myself
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Oh, I never hated you
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I don't even hate them
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I just hate myself
[Bridge]
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Just to clarify
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I beat myself up every night
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Taking shit out on you
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I was never right
[Instrumental Interlude]
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[Chorus]
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Oh, I never hated you
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I don’t even hate them
I just hate myself (I just hate myself)
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Oh, I never hated you
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I don't even hate them
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I just hate myself
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Oh, I never hated you
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I don’t even hate them
I just hate myself (I just hate myself)
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Oh, I never hated you
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I don't even hate them
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I just hate myself
[Instrumental Outro]
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