Intro
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[Verse 1]
B D#m
I buried a poem under each of the places we used to go
F#
In hope that you'd find one and read it so you know
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How I feel (How I feel)
[Verse 2]
B D#m
I had a dream and this is what it was
F#
You walked away with Mark and my phone started to buzz
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Yeah, better luck next time
[Chorus]
B
Oh, I never hated you
D#m
I don’t even hate them
I just hate myself
F#
Oh, I never hated you
D#m
I don't even hate them
C# D#m B
I just hate myself
[Verse 3]
B D#m
How unfair that he gets to run his dirty fingers through your hair
F#
And when we fought he was always standing there
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In the back of my brain, of my brain
[Verse 4]
B D#m
F# smile so cruel and the smell of his cologne
F#
Could put me in a trance where his blood was on my hands
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But that's what mad people do
[Pre-Chorus]
B D#m
But who’s to say that you still think of me
F#
I'm just weak and miserable and only five foot three
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How do I compare?
[Chorus]
B
Oh, I never hated you
D#m
I don’t even hate them
I just hate myself
F#
Oh, I never hated you
D#m
I don't even hate them
C# D#m B
I just hate myself
[Bridge]
B
Just to clarify
D#m
I beat myself up every night
F#
Taking shit out on you
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I was never right
[Instrumental Interlude]
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[Chorus]
B
Oh, I never hated you
D#m
I don’t even hate them
I just hate myself (I just hate myself)
F#
Oh, I never hated you
D#m
I don't even hate them
C# D#m B
I just hate myself
B
Oh, I never hated you
D#m
I don’t even hate them
I just hate myself (I just hate myself)
F#
Oh, I never hated you
D#m
I don't even hate them
C# D#m B
I just hate myself
[Instrumental Outro]
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