Verse
G* G* C*
At what point did I fuck this up
Am* D#
I lost myself but I gained a crutch
G# Fm G#
It's so much harder than I thought it was
D# G# Fm
Been spending my nights getting too fucked up
G#
I think I'm a mess
D#
I think too much
G# Fm G#
More dependent than I ever was
[Pre-Chorus]
G* C* Am* C*
There's a train track nestled between my house and work
Am*
And I don't stop at the stop sign
C* D#
I put my life in the hands of the universe
G#
If there's a train let it take me
Fm G#
If there's a train then I guess that it's my time
D# G#
And I gasp and I cringe and I hope and I dread
Fm
And then it's over, I'm on the other side
[Chorus]
D#
Life's a short trip
G#
You're the pilot
Fm G# D#
I'm not sure that I'm ready to land this thing yet
G#
I've always wanted to drown
Fm
My odds are better in the water
G#
So if we go down I'm aiming for the ground
[Verse 2]
D# G#
I wanna set myself on fire
Fm
Could you please watch?
G# D#
See me burn as bright as I have always seen myself
G#
So you'll know I'm not a liar
Fm G#
So I can feel all the pain I've always thought I felt
D# G#
I keep ending up here on the floor
Fm
At least in different rooms
G#
So at least I don't get bored
D#
Oh, existing's such a chore
G# Fm
It's so strange how some days I end up stuck in bed
G#
And other days I don't get stuck until I reach the door
[Chorus]
D#
Life's a short trip
G#
You're the pilot
Fm G# D#
I'm not sure that I'm ready to land this thing yet
G#
I've always wanted to drown
Fm
My odds are better in the water
G#
So if we go down I'm aiming for the ground
D#
Life's a short trip
G#
You're the pilot
Fm G#
There's an answer and I'm sure we'll find it
D#
Life's a short trip
G#
You're the pilot
Fm G#
There's an answer and I'm sure we'll find it
D#
[Bridge]
G*
Try to be enough for myself
C*
You're so strong you don't need help
G*
It's so hard to rely on anyone else
C*
You're so strong you don't need help
D#
I tried to leave the house
G#
I stopped at four different gas stations
D# G#
Went back to the first and found the nerve to get out
D# G#
But when I finally made it in, couldn't decide what to get
D#
I went and hid in the bathroom
G#
It's my favorite anxious habit
D#
Then I went back home
G#
I gave up and got stoned
D#
I can hardly face the world
G#
I sure as hell can't face it alone
D# G#
I'm holding out for something more
D#
Let's see what life has in store for me
G# D#
I'll try to keep breathing, but existing's such a chore
G#
So I am holding out for more
D#
Let's see what life has in store for me
G# C*
I'll try to keep breathing, but existing's such a chore