Verse
G* G* C*
At what point did I fuck this up
Am* F
I lost myself but I gained a crutch
A# Gm A#
It's so much harder than I thought it was
F A# Gm
Been spending my nights getting too fucked up
A#
I think I'm a mess
F
I think too much
A# Gm A#
More dependent than I ever was
[Pre-Chorus]
G* C* Am* C*
There's a train track nestled between my house and work
Am*
And I don't stop at the stop sign
C* F
I put my life in the hands of the universe
A#
If there's a train let it take me
Gm A#
If there's a train then I guess that it's my time
F A#
And I gasp and I cringe and I hope and I dread
Gm
And then it's over, I'm on the other side
[Chorus]
F
Life's a short trip
A#
You're the pilot
Gm A# F
I'm not sure that I'm ready to land this thing yet
A#
I've always wanted to drown
Gm
My odds are better in the water
A#
So if we go down I'm aiming for the ground
[Verse 2]
F A#
I wanna set myself on fire
Gm
Could you please watch?
A# F
See me burn as bright as I have always seen myself
A#
So you'll know I'm not a liar
Gm A#
So I can feel all the pain I've always thought I felt
F A#
I keep ending up here on the floor
Gm
At least in different rooms
A#
So at least I don't get bored
F
Oh, existing's such a chore
A# Gm
It's so strange how some days I end up stuck in bed
A#
And other days I don't get stuck until I reach the door
[Chorus]
F
Life's a short trip
A#
You're the pilot
Gm A# F
I'm not sure that I'm ready to land this thing yet
A#
I've always wanted to drown
Gm
My odds are better in the water
A#
So if we go down I'm aiming for the ground
F
Life's a short trip
A#
You're the pilot
Gm A#
There's an answer and I'm sure we'll find it
F
Life's a short trip
A#
You're the pilot
Gm A#
There's an answer and I'm sure we'll find it
F
[Bridge]
G*
Try to be enough for myself
C*
You're so strong you don't need help
G*
It's so hard to rely on anyone else
C*
You're so strong you don't need help
F
I tried to leave the house
A#
I stopped at four different gas stations
F A#
Went back to the first and found the nerve to get out
F A#
But when I finally made it in, couldn't decide what to get
F
I went and hid in the bathroom
A#
It's my favorite anxious habit
F
Then I went back home
A#
I gave up and got stoned
F
I can hardly face the world
A#
I sure as hell can't face it alone
F A#
I'm holding out for something more
F
Let's see what life has in store for me
A# F
I'll try to keep breathing, but existing's such a chore
A#
So I am holding out for more
F
Let's see what life has in store for me
A# C*
I'll try to keep breathing, but existing's such a chore