Intro
A#m F# G#
A#m F# C# G# A#m
I've been, I've been through a lot of crazy things in my life and somehow you're always there to,
F# G# A#m
always there to pick up the pieces and accept me for who I am
F#
So listen
[Verse 1]
A#m
I never meant for you to deal with all this pressure
F# G#
Or for you to deal with all this pain that don't belong to you
A#m
You carry all my burdens from my past on a stretcher
F# G#
So the very least that I can do is write this song for you
A#m
Baby you don't have to choose to stay but yet you do it anyway
F# G#
And for a moment I get glimpses of what's in the heavens gates
A#m
You show me beauty in the rain, even smiling when it's pouring
F# G# A#m
The creases on the corners of my lips still feel so foreign to my senses
I sense that you might leave me in an instant
F# G#
You don't, it's just my insecurities are up to mischief
A#m
You reassure me, you show me love and then it cures me
F# G#
Not with words because the actions of your promise does it for me
A#m F# G#
It's lovely, I'm used to feeling cold that's below zero sub ze-ro beneath my mind that if I wish
I could not unsee
A#m F#
It's crazy, I know the baggage in my trunk is ugly but you still choose to love me
[Chorus]
A#m
How can you love someone so damaged?
F#
Feel it in my palms, feeling so beyond
G#
You don't know how to respond
A#m
Everyday this thing gets harder to manage
Been there from the start
F# G#
Even when you saw the black that's covering my heart
A#m
I showed you scars that are deeper than what you have known
F# G#
And you tell me I've never looked more beautiful
A#m
So I'm sorry that I'm damaged
I'm sorry for the pain
F# G#
I'm sorry that you probably have to deal with it again
[Verse 2]
A#m
I said I'm sorry for the pain but I can't help this shit, I wish you never felt this shit
F# G#
Promise you're my angel but I'mma probably go to hell for this
A#m
Mentally I am sick and I don't choose to break your fucking heart
F# G#
My life's a tragic flick and I ain't choose to play this part
A#m
I'll take apart my heart and let you find the missing pieces
F# G#
It's lost inside the dark and being consumed by all my demons
A#m
I slowly weaken, my wounds and cuts they only deepen
F# G#
And while you heal me you become a victim of mistreatment
A#m
I'm fucking sorry, the traces of my past just taunt me
F# G#
The future's daunting when the present feels so damn disheartening
A#m
How could you want me? You found me right when I had lost me
F# G#
You hold me tight through all the fights although it's so exhausting
A#m
And it's so lovely, you never let the pressure crush me
F# G#
I made you feel so low while you put no one else above me
A#m F#
I know the baggage in my trunk is ugly and yet you still choose to love me
[Chorus]
A#m
How can you love someone so damaged?
F#
Feel it in my palms, feeling so beyond
G#
You don't know how to respond
A#m
Everyday this thing gets harder to manage
Been there from the start
F# G#
Even when you saw the black that's covering my heart
A#m
I showed you scars that are deeper than what you have known
F# G#
And you tell me I've never looked more beautiful
A#m
So I'm sorry that I'm damaged
I'm sorry for the pain
F# G#
I'm sorry that you probably have to deal with it again
[Outro]
A#m
I never meant for you to deal with all this pressure
F# G#
Or for you to deal with all this pain that don't belong to you
A#m
You carry all my burdens from my past on a stretcher
F# G# A#m
So the very least that I can do is write this song for you