Intro
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I've been, I've been through a lot of crazy things in my life and somehow you're always there to,
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always there to pick up the pieces and accept me for who I am
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So listen
[Verse 1]
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I never meant for you to deal with all this pressure
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Or for you to deal with all this pain that don't belong to you
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You carry all my burdens from my past on a stretcher
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So the very least that I can do is write this song for you
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Baby you don't have to choose to stay but yet you do it anyway
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And for a moment I get glimpses of what's in the heavens gates
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You show me beauty in the rain, even smiling when it's pouring
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The creases on the corners of my lips still feel so foreign to my senses
I sense that you might leave me in an instant
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You don't, it's just my insecurities are up to mischief
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You reassure me, you show me love and then it cures me
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Not with words because the actions of your promise does it for me
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It's lovely, I'm used to feeling cold that's below zero sub ze-ro beneath my mind that if I wish
I could not unsee
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It's crazy, I know the baggage in my trunk is ugly but you still choose to love me
[Chorus]
C#m
How can you love someone so damaged?
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Feel it in my palms, feeling so beyond
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You don't know how to respond
C#m
Everyday this thing gets harder to manage
Been there from the start
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Even when you saw the black that's covering my heart
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I showed you scars that are deeper than what you have known
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And you tell me I've never looked more beautiful
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So I'm sorry that I'm damaged
I'm sorry for the pain
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I'm sorry that you probably have to deal with it again
[Verse 2]
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I said I'm sorry for the pain but I can't help this shit, I wish you never felt this shit
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Promise you're my angel but I'mma probably go to hell for this
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Mentally I am sick and I don't choose to break your fucking heart
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My life's a tragic flick and I ain't choose to play this part
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I'll take apart my heart and let you find the missing pieces
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It's lost inside the dark and being consumed by all my demons
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I slowly weaken, my wounds and cuts they only deepen
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And while you heal me you become a victim of mistreatment
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I'm fucking sorry, the traces of my past just taunt me
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The future's daunting when the present feels so damn disheartening
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How could you want me? You found me right when I had lost me
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You hold me tight through all the fights although it's so exhausting
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And it's so lovely, you never let the pressure crush me
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I made you feel so low while you put no one else above me
C#m A
I know the baggage in my trunk is ugly and yet you still choose to love me
[Chorus]
C#m
How can you love someone so damaged?
A
Feel it in my palms, feeling so beyond
B
You don't know how to respond
C#m
Everyday this thing gets harder to manage
Been there from the start
A B
Even when you saw the black that's covering my heart
C#m
I showed you scars that are deeper than what you have known
A B
And you tell me I've never looked more beautiful
C#m
So I'm sorry that I'm damaged
I'm sorry for the pain
A B
I'm sorry that you probably have to deal with it again
[Outro]
C#m
I never meant for you to deal with all this pressure
A B
Or for you to deal with all this pain that don't belong to you
C#m
You carry all my burdens from my past on a stretcher
A B C#m
So the very least that I can do is write this song for you