[Chorus]
D A Cadd9 Bm A Cadd9
I can't help the way my mind is hardwired to hate myself
'Cause I swear that this is hell
D A Cadd9 Bm A Cadd9
The way I desperately try to save myself
'Cause I can't save myself
[Verse]
Cadd9 A D
E single breath (in empty lungs)
That's all I got left (gasping for air)
Cadd9 A D
And a bad idea branded in my brain I can't seem to shake
Cadd9 A Bm
Another day (in tired skin), I shed and fray (far from desire)
Cadd9 A D
'Til all I am is textbook misery and my own mistakes
Cadd9 A Bm
And as I've aged the only thing I think has changed
Cadd9 A
Is that the demons have moved from under my bed
D
Into the inner depths of my head
Cadd9 A Bm
I can't escape the ugly things my mind creates
Cadd9 A D
I speculate that they'll stay with my 'til the grave
[Chorus]
D A Cadd9 Bm A Cadd9
I can't help the way my mind is hardwired to hate myself
D A Cadd9
'Cause I swear that this is hell
Bm A Cadd9
The way I desperately try to save myself
Cadd9
'Cause I can't save myself
[Verse]
In broken bones (a half-hearted smile)
I feel at home (I'm proud of nothing)
I tend to get attached so quick to all I've ever known
But I don't seem to know a single fucking thing that can save me
I'm my own worst enemy
Bm Cadd9
Is there any hope for me?
[Chorus]
D A Cadd9 Bm A Cadd9
I can't help the way my mind is hardwired to hate myself
D A Cadd9
'Cause I swear that this is hell
Bm A Cadd9
The way I desperately try to save myself
Cadd9
'Cause I can't save myself
[Bridge]
D A G
I'm the boy who chose not to grow up and now I'm unprepared for anything
D A G
Now I'm scared and I'm cold and alone because the world grew up without me
Bm Caddy
(Is there any hope for me?)
[Chorus]
D A Cadd9 Bm A Cadd9
I can't help the way my mind is hardwired to hate myself
D A Cadd9
'Cause I swear that this is hell
Bm A Cadd9
The way I desperately try to save myself
Cadd9
'Cause I can't save myself