[Chorus]
F# C# Cadd9 D#m C# Cadd9
I can't help the way my mind is hardwired to hate myself
'Cause I swear that this is hell
F# C# Cadd9 D#m C# Cadd9
The way I desperately try to save myself
'Cause I can't save myself
[Verse]
Cadd9 C# F#
G# single breath (in empty lungs)
That's all I got left (gasping for air)
Cadd9 C# F#
And a bad idea branded in my brain I can't seem to shake
Cadd9 C# D#m
Another day (in tired skin), I shed and fray (far from desire)
Cadd9 C# F#
'Til all I am is textbook misery and my own mistakes
Cadd9 C# D#m
And as I've aged the only thing I think has changed
Cadd9 C#
Is that the demons have moved from under my bed
F#
Into the inner depths of my head
Cadd9 C# D#m
I can't escape the ugly things my mind creates
Cadd9 C# F#
I speculate that they'll stay with my 'til the grave
[Chorus]
F# C# Cadd9 D#m C# Cadd9
I can't help the way my mind is hardwired to hate myself
F# C# Cadd9
'Cause I swear that this is hell
D#m C# Cadd9
The way I desperately try to save myself
Cadd9
'Cause I can't save myself
[Verse]
In broken bones (a half-hearted smile)
I feel at home (I'm proud of nothing)
I tend to get attached so quick to all I've ever known
But I don't seem to know a single fucking thing that can save me
I'm my own worst enemy
D#m Cadd9
Is there any hope for me?
[Chorus]
F# C# Cadd9 D#m C# Cadd9
I can't help the way my mind is hardwired to hate myself
F# C# Cadd9
'Cause I swear that this is hell
D#m C# Cadd9
The way I desperately try to save myself
Cadd9
'Cause I can't save myself
[Bridge]
F# C# B
I'm the boy who chose not to grow up and now I'm unprepared for anything
F# C# B
Now I'm scared and I'm cold and alone because the world grew up without me
D#m Caddy
(Is there any hope for me?)
[Chorus]
F# C# Cadd9 D#m C# Cadd9
I can't help the way my mind is hardwired to hate myself
F# C# Cadd9
'Cause I swear that this is hell
D#m C# Cadd9
The way I desperately try to save myself
Cadd9
'Cause I can't save myself