G#m
I find it so hard to be true
And all these lies I'm telling you
Are little anchors in my chest
That pull us down into this mess
C#m
I find it easy to distract
And just as soon as you turn your back
I'll be gone again
G#m
I find it so hard to be true
And all the secrets I keep from you
Are like a blackness in my heart
That slowly tears us both apart
C#m
I find it easy to pretend
That we're not heading for our end
That's why I'm telling you
Bmaj7
I built a wall
D#m
I cut you off
D#
Now there's no lie
D#m/C#m
That's gonna fix this hurt
Bmaj7
I played the saint
D#m
The saint I aint
D#
Now all the hurt
D#m/C#m
Is here again.... here again
G#m
I find it so hard to be true
But I'm gonna try my best for you
And every distance that we've known
Will disappear before too long
C#m
And every line we've ever drawn
Will be erased before we're gone
This I swear to you
Bmaj7
I built a wall
D#m
I cut you off
D#
No there's no lie
D#m/C#m
That's gonna fix this hurt
Bmaj7
I played the saint
D#m
I cursed your name
D#
Now there's no one
D#m/C#m
But myself to blame
That you're gone
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