C#
I feel like I should tell you
Cadd9
not to worry
Just believe me
when I tell you I'm okay
F#
Cause I don't want to bore you
D#m
and most of the time
I'm just mildly under the weather,
G#
nothing to worry about anyway
C# Cadd9
My mind is not predictable
Don't worry
I'm not violent
when I'm sober at least
F#
Sometimes I'm up, sometimes I
D#m
just want to die
It's an honest to god close to
G#
attempted suicidal feeling
But I
C#
don't want to burden you with
Cadd9
the knowledge that maybe
I'd pluck up the courage
F#
Because the feeling's too short lived
D#m G#
for me to try
C# Cadd9
I'm always bringing myself down
out of habit
I can't deal with being
happy all the time
F#
So I'll find something to criticise,
D#m
like the state of my room,
or how I'm not quite where I want to be
G#
Even if I'm getting closer every day
C#
I feel like shit, but I won't say
Cadd9
What's the use?
When you're a hundred miles
F#
of telegraph poles away
So if anybody asks
D#m
Well, I'll tell them I'm fine
Cause I know I'd never pluck up the courage,
G#
Nothing to worry about
But I
C#
Can't seem to keep on top of
Cadd9
the knowledge that maybe
I could end this struggle
F# D#m G#
And I don't know what I want you to do
Well I'm
C#
Sorry to burden you with
Cadd9
the knowledge that maybe
I'll pluck the courage
F# D#m
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