Intro
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Yesterday when we were getting high
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You were invited, you woulda liked it
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I, I, I know you all too well
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I said that we could kiss the past goodbye
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But you weren't excited, there's no way to fight it
You can stay but shawty here I go
[Verse 1]
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Should I spend a weekend in Vegas?
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I'm living inside a moment, not taking pictures to save it
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I mean, how could I forget? My memory's never faded
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I can't relate to these haters, my enemies never made it
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I am still here with who I started with
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The game needed life, I put my heart in it
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I blew myself up, I'm on some martyr shit
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Carry the weight for my city like a cargo ship
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I'm 23 with a money tree
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Growing more too, I just planted a hundred seeds
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It's ironic cause my mother was a florist
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And that's how she met my pops and now my garden is enormous
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"It's happening, Penny Lane, just like you said!"
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I avoided the coke game and went with Sprite instead
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Uh-huh, that's word to the millions that they putting up
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I'm trying to do better than good enough
[Hook]
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What am I afraid of?
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This is supposed to be what dreams are made of
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But people I don't have the time to hang with
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Always look at me and say the same shit
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They say "You promised me you would never change"
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"You promised me you would never change"
[Verse 2]
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Em I wrong for making light of my situation? Clap on?
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When 40 got some shit for me to snap on
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Now that I'm on, I don't really want to worry about getting back on
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I'm just trying to stay on, get my fucking buffet on
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I heard they just moved my grandmother to a nursing home
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And I be acting like I don't know how to work a phone
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But hit "redial", you'll see that I just called
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Some chick I met at the mall that I barely know at all and
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Plus this woman that I messed with unprotected
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Texted saying she wished she would have kept it
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The one that I'm laying next to just looked over and read it
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Man, I couldn't tell you where the fuck my head is
I'm holding on by a thread
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It's like I'm high right now, the guy right now
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And you could tell by looking in my eyes right now
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That nothing really comes as a surprise right now
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Cause we just having the time of our lives right now
[Hook]
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What am I afraid of?
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This is supposed to be what dreams are made of
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But people I don't have the time to hang with
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Always look at me and say the same shit
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They say "You promised me you would never change"
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"You promised me you would never change"
[Verse 3]
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I live by some advice this girl Lissa told me
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The other day Lissa told me that she missed the old me
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Which made me question when I went missing
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And when I started treating my friends different
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Maybe it was the fast paced switch up
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Or the two guns in my face during the stick up
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Maybe cause a girl I thought I trusted was who set the whole shit up
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But in fact I haven't seen them since they locked Big Rich up - I know
But same time I'm quick to forget
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I'm 'bout to roll me up a blunt with my list of regrets
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Burn it all, burn it all, I'm starting it fresh
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Cause half the time I got it right I probably guessed
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Did I just trade free time for camera time?
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Will I blow all of this money baby, hammer time?
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Yeah, I just need some closure
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Ain't no turning back for me, I'm in it 'til it's over
[Outro]
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