Intro
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You are trying to be different, you are trying to make friends
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and you're trying to find the reason.
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You are trying to get even with the monsters on your bed, gnawing at your feet
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but you're afraid to look down.
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And people are people, we all make mistakes,
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but I'm afraid that the disasters will eventually add up and one day
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you'll be caught in a crossfire with no place to take cover.
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We are hoping for the best but fully expecting the worse, and I'll never leave here.
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But I never wanna live here.
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I'm stuck inside an endless maze, never sure where I am.
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I have no hole to crawl back to.
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I'm a turtle without a shell, a fish out of water, and I just wanna be killed.
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Fuck your righteous "it gets better"s, you don't who I am, do me a favor, shut your fucking mouth.
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Make me forget about the knives pressed to my throat.
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Make me forget about the murders of people I know.
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My parents love me more than I could probably ever imagine so I'll never leave them.
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I have nowhere to go.
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We could kill 15 birds with one stone, or feed 1 bird with 2 plates and we will choose the latter.
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This wealth we have can't be spread too thin, at least that's what we tell ourselves to feel
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There are answers to these questions inside our actions but we're too scared to leave our homes.
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I'm afraid of where I come from, but I'm even more afraid of where I go.
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We try so damn hard to be honest with ourselves about how we feel.
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I'm a liar.