Intro
F Am Dm A#
[Verse 1]
F
typical of me to go and ruin the party
Am
everybody says they love me
but i'm still broken hearted
Dm
they call me polly pessimism
A#
i'm a macabre barbie (i love you)
[Pre-Chorus]
F
my boyfriend wants to love me but
i won't let him
Am
i've been predisposed to trauma since
i was eleven
Dm
so i wrote a couple albums
to let out some aggression
A#
i hate that i'm so
F
self-deprecating
Am
more comfortable in bad situations
Dm
sucker for a little devastation
A#
and this always happens
[Chorus]
F
panic attacks in paradise..
Am
piña coladas, i'm terrified..
Dm
i swear i'm not crying,
the sun's just bright..
A#
i'm having the best time of my life
F
panic attacks in paradise..
Am
hyperventilating under candy skies..
Dm
telling myself that this is fine..
A#
i'm having the best time of my life
[Verse 2]
F Am
it's a big joke, ha ha, i love laughin'
Dm
it's a big hoax, you're self-help happy
A#
cause i'm okay, i'm pure propane
on an open flame (watch me blow up)
[Pre-Chorus]
F
my boyfriend wants to love me but
i won't let him
Am
i've been predisposed to trauma since
i was eleven
Dm
so i wrote a couple albums
to let out some aggression
A#
i hate that i'm so
F
self-deprecating
Am
more comfortable in bad situations
Dm
sucker for a little devastation
A#
and this always happens
[Chorus]
F
panic attacks in paradise..
Am
piña coladas, i'm terrified..
Dm
i swear i'm not crying,
the sun's just bright..
A#
i'm having the best time of my life
F
panic attacks in paradise..
Am
hyperventilating under candy skies..
Dm
telling myself that this is fine..
A#
i'm having the best time of my life
[Outro]
F Am Dm F